To The Loose Ends...........
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| (We all want this at one moment, someone to hear, someone to ask, someone to pamper, someone to know that we are not fine. It feels good to have that someone around.) I thought this in my head before I could literally start dictating my cries. |
We walked all
our way from the Dosa corner to Malinis’s place. I wanted to feel the roads of
Chennai. My best time was started. I kicked my suitcase in one corner and then
threw myself on her bed. Oh lord, I so wanna thank one of your creation to whom
you gave this brain that he end up constructing a bed. How our life would have
been without bed? God, it would have been horrible. I said to Malini but she ignored my blabbering
like a pro. I shoot a pair of shorts on her face which I bought for her from
Mumbai. “Here you go. Catch!”
Wow, you
bought this for me? Thanks babe.
“I got them
in sale last week actually. Buy 1 get 1 free. You see”, said I in a playful note.
“Bitch you
are! I hate you! “,replied Malini and threw a pillow on me in response. She removed
her bra underneath her T-shirt and that reminded me I need to do it too. I hastily
reciprocated what she did a minute ago and I felt so much at ease. We looked at each
other with those loose pair of boobs and relaxed eyes. Nobody except a woman herself
can feel this unique sense of freedom.
I placed my
pillow next to her. “What is it?”, she asked as she looked at me.
(I was
exactly waiting for this.When we know we are not fine and your other person
knows it as well. In that case we want and expect them to ask us,What is it
about? We want them to push us again and again to unveil the curtains on the
secrets that kept safely in our hearts.We all want this at one moment, someone
to hear, someone to ask, someone to pamper, someone to know that we are not
fine. It feels good to have that someone around.) I thought this in my head
before I could literally start dictating my cries.
“What?”, she
asked. My sudden silence agitated her.
“Say it
bitch, what is it?”(And it was the last push that I needed.)
I hugged her
and without a second thought, she hugged me back. “I don’t know Mallu, but
something is missing. I am not feeling complete.”, I said.
“Is it about
Kabir?”
“No, no. He
is nowhere in the scene.”, I confirmed.
“Thank God.
You still have saved some brains there.”, she was happy that I had a new reason
to sulk.
“Still I mean,
it’s something that I am not able to collect.”, I said in a confused voice.
“This moment
all you need to do is, collect your boobies and sleep. I am gonna take you to
your favorite place tomorrow” , she laughed as she said.
What? You
mean we going for a sunrise tomorrow?, I asked with those big gleaming eyes.
Yes my
noddy. We are going to the beach at 4.
But it’s
already 2 at night. How will I get up
after 2 hours? I don’t think I am gonna make it tomorrow. Let’s plan it for the
other day.
Shut up and
sleep. I will kick your fat ass and wake you up. You better be ready.
I hugged her
again and slept with a heart that was half –healed.
Before I could feel the satisfaction, she literally
kicked me out of the bed. Never thought she would take that on a serious note. Hell
man.
"Who peeps at 4 in the morning? I am not that early bird", I replied while yawning.
I put on my bra, changed my shorts and was ready. Let's go, I am ready!
"Are you sure you don't wanna brush your teeth as well?", she asked in a judgmental tone.
"Come on Mallu, don't judge me. Not now at least! I have just woke up. So shut up. I will go like this only. I said in a grumpy voice.
In no time we were on road. I was still dizzy but I felt great walking beside her without any tension of rushing to office or catching my cab first thing in the morning. I was all in myself, I was there for myself, walking in a calm pace, without any rush, without any worries but walking to get some peace........!!
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